Thursday, October 8, 2009

FINISHED

FORGET THIS BLOG.

I'm starting over. Go away. Or go here.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Hot pebbles burning between my toes

Today I danced while boxing with the shadows in the alleyway. Music was playing from somebody’s radio on some balcony. What fun it was.

But then a breeze came up and the shadows started to move on their own, and we made pretty good dance partners after all.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

blurry

I feel fake. Wish it would snow so i could walk in it and turn back to see my tracks to prove that i existed. In my dream i didn’t leave any. I’m starting to feel like i wouldn’t.

Monday, October 5, 2009

Dust in the Sunlight

This afternoon i floated in my bathtub for nearly an hour feeling this feeling of being weightless. Is it possible to separate them?

moth wing dust

Not sure where i leave off & other’s expectations of me begin.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Be mine

Yes, Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Almost Blue

Missing U.
My favorite time of year, but the light plays tricks on the shadows. Don’t like that.

ssshhh.... it's our secret

One of my fav websites: http://postsecret.blogspot.com/

Saturday, September 26, 2009

why do I do that?

Been snapping my rubber band too much—my wrist is all red-- Ouch!

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Mined over matter

Been awhile since any of u hit me back about your foebeus—hope things go well for all u. Me it’s sink or swim right now.

Friday, September 11, 2009

care-taking

B., don’t justify abusing vicoden just because ur name’s on the bottle.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

1nc bitten 2ce shy

Don’t be hurt. I’m scared.

steal smitten

I’m starting to think this is who I’m supposed 2 be.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

smitten

Today I traced the outline of a shadow on a sidewalk with a piece of pink chalk. And then I wrote swear words around it.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

piece of mind

I sometimes completely innocently, imagine beating the hell out of some social workers and wonder how they would react.

Friday, September 4, 2009

tryin to find the balance

2 many shadows around me outside. Where are the clouds 2 make them go away?

Thursday, September 3, 2009

so so sorry

Imsorryimsorryimsorryimsorryimsorryimsorryimsorryimsorry

imsorryimsorryimsorryimsorryimsorryimsorry………………………………………………………, L.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Gas, grass, or ass, nobody rides for free

i wait to meet my birth mom… alive or dead.

mischievous

2day I stole a piece of rice candy from the market. It melted in my mouth with my guilt.